Friday, April 30, 2010

Daily Prayer

Help me O God,
To be a good and true friend;
To be always loyal, and never to let my friends down;
Never to talk about them behind their backs in a way I would not do before their faces;
Never to betray a confidence or talk about the things about which I ought to be silent;
Always to be ready to share everything I have;
To be as true to my friends as I would wish them to be to me.
This i ask for the sake of Him who is the greatest and truest of all friends, for Jesus' sake. Amen

Monday, April 26, 2010

Once Upon A Time

Once upon a time long long ago, when i was still a little ignorant little boy who still have not much of an idea of what love is, i started a relationship with a girl, not fully aware of what I'm about to do with no plans ahead. Although the time we had spent together was only as short as a few weeks(1 and a half month to be exact), i was truly in love with that particular girl. And whats more, i made a promise. A promise to her that, she will only be the one and only lady that i want to be together with for the rest of my life(i suppose that girl had already erased that memory from her brain long ago...). That promise it seems, is the promise that holds me up together, keeps me strong when I'm weak, and gives me light where there's no hope. And then you would ask why is it that we break up? The reason is simple enough for me. I love her, that's why i let her go.

And as for now. I can see, hear, and even experience it myself, what does living together for the rest of the life means. Everyday and night, I will have to endure the failure of the relationship of mum and dad, quarreling all the time over and over again. Father God tells me that one need to be complete himself/herself before one can start loving another human being for the sake of re-population. Obviously, those people who had marriage failures and divorces failed to do so. Obviously, my parents are categorized as the same group.

As time passes by, I grew really afraid. Afraid of not having completely loved myself and God before i love someone else. Afraid of my kids in the future suffering if me and my future wife had arguments. Afraid of them to have a fucked up childhood because of their parents, just like I did. I used to seek for love and relationship ever so desperately back then. Why? Of course I would! Parent don't love me, families don't love me, nobody loves me... and I thought that I need to find a girl that loves me. I need to feel love. I need to be loved...

But after that, I had finally found my source of love. It has always been there for me since I was born, since before I was born! God had always watched me from above with everything I do. Guiding me step by step to his side. My hunger and craving for love is satisfied. And what's more, this love is everlasting and for eternity and will never ever fades away. Whatever I ask from Him, He does not give it to me, but instead He gives me something even better! Praise the one and only creator of our world God. Hallelujah!

Maybe it seems like a silly promise for everyone who reads this, a promise to be with someone you love for the rest of your life. I made that promise, and i never intends to break it either. If fates allow, we will be together again in the future somehow. Otherwise, I hold no regrets of making that promise and will continue living the rest of my days single and unmarried until i reach the doorsteps of heaven above to be with the Almighty one.

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Daily Prayer

Father God,
House may not necessarily be a home;
And home are not always happy and loving.
Sometimes, there is fighting and shouting, arguments and anger.
There are times when we might not want to go home at all - but we may be too ashamed to tell anyone how we feel.
Lord you know all our worries and our problems.
Help me to pray to you about the things which troubles us and to know whatever happens you are always there, loving us.
Amen

Monday, April 19, 2010

Hari Ini KuRasa Bahagia...

Learnt a new song today... posting it here to share it with everybody... ^^

Hari Ini KuRasa Bahagia Guitar Chords

Artist: Kretarto & Niken

Key: D

Verse:
D A G D
Hari ini ku rasa bahagia
Bm7 Em A
Berkumpul bersama saudara seiman
D A G D
Tuhan Yesus t’lah satukan kita
Bm7 GA - D
Tanpa memandang di antara kita


Pre-chorus:
D A
Bergandingan tangan dalam kasih
G D
Dengan satu hati
Bm7 G A
Berjalan dalam terang kasih Tuhan


Chorus:
G A/G F#m Bm7
Kau sahabatku, kau saudaraku
Em A D
Tiada yang dapat memisahkan kita
G A/G F#m Bm7
Kau sahabatku, kau saudaraku
Em A D
Tiada yang dapat memisahkan kita

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Daily Prayer

O God, give me in my life the fruit of peace.
Help me to take things calmly.
Help me not to get into panic when things go wrong.
Help me not to worry but to take things as they come, a day at a time.
Help me not to be nervous but to keep cool when i have something important to do.
Help me never to lose my temper, no matter how annoying things or people may be.
Keep me calm and steady, so that I will never collapse, and so that others may be able to rely on me when they are up against it.
This i ask for Jesus' sake, Amen

Saturday, April 17, 2010

1 Corinthians 13 : 1~13

1If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.

4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

13And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

Friday, April 16, 2010

Daily Prayer

Dear Lord Jesus,
When you come into the world you had no home,
your bed was a manger and your shelter, a stable.
Help us to remember all the people in this country,
and all over the world who are homeless today.
Help us to think of what we can do for them.
Make us more caring and loving to those who have no place to stay.
Amen.

Monday, April 12, 2010

放手。。。是因为我要让你快乐,让你幸福。

爱的时候,让他自由;
不爱的时候,让爱自由。
即在乎 曾经拥有;
也在乎 天长地久。
别等不该等的人,别伤不该伤的心。
有时,爱也是一种伤害。
残忍的人,选择伤害别人;
善良的人,选择伤害自己。
【哭】并不代表我屈服。
【退一步】并不象征我认输。
【放手】 并不代表我放弃。
正如我微笑,并不意味着我快乐。
只有放弃,没有忘记。
看得淡一点,伤就会少一点。
时间,让深的东西,越来越深;
让浅的东西,越来越浅。
我笑,全世界都跟着我笑;
我哭,全世界只有我一个人哭。
【孤独】 不一定不快乐。
【得到】 不一定能长久。
【失去】 不一定不再拥有。
爱上一个人的时候,总会有点害怕。
怕得到他,怕失去他。
我们真的要过了很久很久,
才能够明白,自己真正怀念的,
到底是怎样的人,怎样的事。
在对的时间遇见对的人,是一种【幸福】。
在对的时间遇见错的人,是一种【悲伤】。
在错的时间遇见对的人,是一种【叹息】。
在错的时间遇见错的人,是一种【无奈】。

雨停了,天还不蓝,风还不静,那是因为它们在传递【我对你的思念】!
如果有一天你接到无声电话,那是我又在想你了。
没有言语,无声无息,只为让你感受到【我的存在】!
想你,我懂什么是心痛。
看你,我懂什么是幸福。
认识你,我懂什么是缘分。
如果水珠代表平安,我送你整个海洋。
如果星星代表幸福,我送你整个星系。
如果蝴蝶代表思念,我会把自己变成小小的蝴蝶,永远思念着你!
如果能静心,我还是选择【你】。
如果能安神,我还是继续想【你】。
如果能跳跃,那因为你就是【你】。
如果能永世,就因为只属于【你】。
想你是一种简单的幸福,因为我实在有【福】能这样想你!
你的快乐,就是我自己最大的安慰。
我爱你,所以我放手。
虽然很痛很痛,我还是放手。
因为我要让你快乐,让你幸福。。。
没有机会和你一起到老,是我一生最大的遗憾!

我爱你!

Prayer of the day

Christ be with me
Christ within me
Christ behind me
Christ before me
Christ beside me
Christ to win me
Christ to comfort and restore me
Christ beneath me
Christ above me
Christ in quiet and
Christ in danger
Christ in hearts of all that love me
Christ in mouth of friends and stranger.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Father God,
Thank you for sleep and bringing us safely through another night.
Thank you for a new morning and for health and energy to tackle the day.
Lord, be with us throughout this day as we eat and work and play.
Fill us with your love for everything and everyone around us.
Amen.

Friday, April 9, 2010

Randomness...

Вдруг скучаю по тебе. Как я должен делать?

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Daily Prayer

Starting from today, i will regularly post my prayers on my blogs. Prayers that I want to present to our lovely God. Here's today's prayers...

Lord, be with us this day.
Within us to purify us;
Above us to draw us up;
Beneath us to sustain us;
Before us to lead us;
Behind us to restrain us;
Around us to protect us.



God be in my head,
And in my understanding;
God be in my eyes,
And in my looking;
God be in my mouth,
And in my speaking;
God be in my heart,
And in my thinking;
God be at my end,
And at my departing.